going away

Wow I am sitting here watching my son as he plays with his toys talking to himself in his own language and he is just smiling and giggling away and he looks up and smiles at me and he says hi da da and i realize that that it will only be a couple months left before i have to say goodbye to him for a year and i cant help but wonder if he will even remember me when  i get back he is only a 1 year old blonde head blue eyed boy tat wont understand when i tell him goodbye he is just going to look at me and smile and he will just think i will see him later that night like it alway was befor when i would get home from work pick him up give him a kiss and we would sit down in my recliner and he would cuddle up to me and we would get on my computer and watch youtube together or we would watch tv till we fell asleep and we would take a nap for a couple hours i am really hoping he understands why i am leaving and its not forever and he can forgive me when i get back and give me a big kiss when i get back i dunno only time will tell i do know he is going to be sad for awhile when he realizes i am gone. i know i am going to miss walking n the door and hear him sceam da da and calling him buddy

Guitarfreak

my freaking life ha ha

Hey everyone how is it going ? let me guess everyone is wonderful lol well today was just a usual day for me nothing exciting happened no one brought a gun to work unfortunately i someone had i probably would have had them shoot me it was a long strung out day. For those of you that dont know i am a us army vet getting ready to deploy to Kuwait and while i am at home waiting to go i am working at best buy as an autotech pimping cars out. its not the best paying job ever just 10.6 an hour. I cant complain because its still a job and many people a far less fortunate . Although it is a job it is far less than what i was making and now that i have 2 kids to support it gets rough anyway i also work another part time job working for a handyman business doing just about anything from roofing to installing a stove. And now with this deployment coming up i will be working on helicopters for a year i am a UH-60 Blackhawk mechanic and have been for 5 years in the army national guard it is an awesome job i love doing it but sometimes i get sick of doing the one weekend a month thing it gets old i wish sometimes i was just active duty the only thing that keeps me from doing it is friends and family i got back home there are a few i would miss like crazy and would kill me not to see so i am content with staying in good ol IL. well that all that was on my mind for now so I am getting off but i will be back on tomorrow hopefully with a vlog instead lol
Guitarfreak

My day went a lil like this, woke up got my oldest son up held him for a couple hours while watching tv with him, went to work did absolutely nothing all day come home and take a nap with my younger son now i writing on this blog wow what a day it is my life nothing goes on anymore so now i am just hoping to make it rich so i am wondering how should i go about making it rich? i dont think this blog will lol maybe it will make me famous but definitely not rich. I have been trying the music scene it dont pay very well unless you hit it big even tho my band is super awesome we have yet to make  i thought of writing a book i can come up with good ideas but cant really come up with enough words to make it long enough so not even worth reading and i have the worst grammar ever as you will soon if not already tell. so if you you feel like it leave me a comment letting me know what you think i should try i might actually try some of them. so other than that that is all i have to talk about for now sorry it was short but oh well i am just learning lol besides i know i am awesom
Guitarfreak

my first blog oooo i feel special

So i am totally new to this so it will be short. Ok the end lol jk. my name is Levi you can love or or hate me i could care less either way i am going to start this blog and a vlog, i will post a link to it later once it is up and running. I am going to speak my mind in both so if you dont like it dont read or watch it. I am a 22 year old army vet that is getting ready to deploy to Kuwait so this blog is mainly for my friends and family back home. some things i post will be very controversial but feel free for argumentative comments and constructive criticism please keep it clean thank you. Next i would like to ask all of you who see this to send me what yu would like me to talk about either via my blog or vlog i am open to any ideas so msg me on here so any way it is getting late and i have to work tomorrow so il end this before it gets boring but i will be on tomorrow to do some more and work on getting my vlog going

. peace out and dont die on me
Guitarfreak